On Monday, the person I thought I was riding home with bailed on me and left me to find someone else to ride with back to California. This was not an ideal situation because most people tend to try and finish their finals early so they can go home early. I had a final scheduled for Friday morning at 7 a.m. so finding someone staying that late was not easy. I eventually found someone, but that left me racing around trying to get everything ready Friday morning. I woke up disgustingly early and trudged through the freezing cold to take a French final, which I got an A on! It only took me an hour and then it was back up to my apartment to finish packing and cleaning, check out of my apartment, meet the storage lady, and catch my ride! But now I'm back in my Californian bed soaking in the warm sun, so everything is back to where it should be.
My beautiful Before |
The sad After |
Maybe it's a good thing that I don't have very much stuff, but it was disheartening packing away everything that I had painstakingly put together just four months ago. That's strange to me. Four months ago, even four weeks ago, I had no idea that I would be doing anything like flying out to Ukraine, but here I am! In just a few weeks I will be living somewhere completely different, and I don't think it's really hit me yet. In the words of my mother, "These four months have really flown by." You are quite correct, mother dearest; my freshman year is essentially over. That was my freshman experience. So I would like to reflect on these four short months because even though they have been short, they have also been amazing.
All ready to move out! |
I learned a lot about myself this semester. I learned that I like hiking and ballroom dancing. I learned that I enjoy attending symphonies and operas, and that I want to become an expert rock climber. I learned that I can be extremely spontaneous, but that I also crave the quiet moments sitting on my bed when I'm alone. Most of all, even though I didn't exactly learn what I want to do with my life, I did learn that I want to become good at living life. I don't know if that really makes sense, but it does in my head.
Overall, I really feel blessed to end up where I did. The classes I took and the people I met could not have been any better. BYU is a great place to receive an education and I feel grateful everyday that I chose to go to school there. I went to football games, art exhibits, and international movie screenings, all on campus! I lived in beautiful on-campus apartments and had great roommates. Obviously not everything was picture perfect and there were times when I felt sad and lonely like any other new college student. Of course I've experienced the awkward unrequited crushes and the freezing cold weather (who would've thought I would ever have to walk through snow on a daily basis??), but I really have loved my college experience and I can't wait to do it again!
I am especially grateful for the people I have met this year. I was so lucky to receive a wonderful on-campus job working in the research department of the library. Not only did the job come with good pay and flexible hours, but it also introduced me to a group of great new people. I will really miss these people and I hope I see them again in the near future! I have also made some great friends from my writing class. They're all going on missions very soon, so I wish them luck and I hope to see them in a couple of years! But for now, it's time to put my college experience on hold and look forward to Ukraine!